A Confession of Love
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In silence we mostly stay,
Always together we had prayed,
But something happened and we fell apart,
Crushing my dreams, and breaking my heart,
To be loved by you was a gift from above,
But I have a confession to make,
And it involves the word love,
I need to say it for my hearts sake,
My heart won't allow me to let you go,
It yearns and misses you so,
I tried to leave to mend the pain,
But you wanted me to stay,
Do you know you drive me absolutely insane?
Sadened and hurting my heart goes on,
Knowing that it'll be forever gone,
Because in your hands is where it lies,
Alone and depressed it sadly cries,
Love meant so much to me at one time,
I made it clear with every rhyme,
What we had I cherish most,
I hope you know that I'll never forget it,
You will always be in my heart.
Now is where I start my confession,
Please know that this is how I truly feel,
And for once in my life, you made it all real,
You made me happy through my depression,
You showed me love when I was giving up on myself,
When we were together you made me feel free,
You made me feel like I could do anything if I had you with me,
My heart knows no bounderies,
Time meant nothing,
Loving you from afar is hard,
But the hand I've been delt had faulty cards,
For here I am writing this goodbye,
It hurts me to write this, all I can do is cry,
I know you had intentions that you just didn't show,
I know it's hard and sometimes you just want to let go,
I guess I'll let you go now, though my heart still says no,
It'll take awhile but some day I'll understand
That you will no longer be my ever loving man,
I won't hear you call my name,
Nothing will ever be the same,
I won't ever feel your most intimate touch,
God knows though, I'll miss you so much...
I love you with all my heart and soul,
You made me feel I finally belonged, and made me whole,
I know sometimes love proves wrong,
And I know sometimes love proves right,
But through it all I believed you were the one,
I still believe that, though we're now done,
How this happened, I just don't know,
We had a love so deep, it was unbreakable,
Goodbye isn't forever though.
You don't want me the way you did,
And I can't stay if thats how you feel,
I know you said you still want to meet,
And I know there's still a chance in real life for us,
I used to believe that was true,
But I was kidding myself, and I was kidding you,
Love isn't forever like I thought it was,
I learned it as a child from a fairy tale,
Fairy tales are a lie to catch the weak,
To put in their minds the things they can not seek,
The things I once believed in, I can't anymore,
Because every time I believed, it seems my heart got sore,
To make this shorter I'll stop here,
Just know one thing,
My greatest confession that I have to make,
Is that I love you too much to just walk away...